{"id":10,"date":"2007-05-15T01:22:00","date_gmt":"2007-05-15T01:22:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/musicalschizo.com\/blog\/?p=10"},"modified":"2007-05-15T01:22:00","modified_gmt":"2007-05-15T01:22:00","slug":"emotion","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/musicalschizo.com\/blog\/2007\/05\/emotion\/","title":{"rendered":"Emotion"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Sometimes I have a hard time allowing myself to be really naked emotionally when I write. I think many self-conscious songwriters go through this. Some hide behind metaphor, some hide in their characters in songs, and some simply don&#8217;t have to write songs that are personal.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve spent the vast majority of my time as a songwriter toeing the fence. I want to write really dark songs about the depths of my psyche, but every time I get in that mode, one of two things happens: 1. I wimp out and the song ends up sucking. 2. I go all the way and scare myself to the point where I don&#8217;t ever share those songs with anyone.<\/p>\n<p>I started thinking about the emotional connections people have to songs. Some relate to the characters in the narrative, some relate to the simple joy of the melody, some really think that the lyricist managed to express exactly what they have been thinking. This was the case for me on the new Rush tune &#8220;Faithless&#8221;:<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">I&#8217;ve got my own moral compass to steer by<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">A guiding star beats a spirit in the sky<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">And all the preaching voices &#8211;<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">Empty vessels of dreams so loud<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">As they move among the crowd<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">Fools and thieves are well disguised<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">In the temple and market place<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">Like a stone in the river<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">Against the floods of spring<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">I will quietly resist<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">Like the willows in the wind<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">Or the cliffs along the ocean<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">I will quietly resist<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">I don&#8217;t have faith in faith<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">I don&#8217;t believe in belief<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">You can call me faithless<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">I still cling to hope<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">And I believe in love<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">And that&#8217;s faith enough for me<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">I&#8217;ve got my own spirit level for balance<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">To tell if my choice is leaning up or down<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">And all the shouting voices<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">Try to throw me off my course<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">Some by sermon, some by force<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">Fools and thieves are dangerous<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">In the temple and market place<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">Like a forest bows to winter<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">Beneath the deep white silence<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">I will quietly resist<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">Like a flower in the desert<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">That only blooms at night<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-style: italic;\">I will quietly resist<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Neil Peart, drummer and \u00fcber-lyricist, captured the &#8220;zeitgeist&#8221; of my recent emotions in this piece.<\/p>\n<p>My wife often has a hard time listening to music because it affects her so personally &#8211; it really gets inside her and moves her. I&#8217;ve never had that same experience &#8211; it might be the more clinical approach to music I&#8217;ve had over the course of my life. My daughter is showing signs of being just like my wife. I just hope it doesn&#8217;t keep her from wanting to play music. I think both she and the boy will be fantastic musicians, if they want to be.<\/p>\n<p>Either way, emotions about and in music are such an integral part of the experience that I thought I&#8217;d muse on them a little bit.<\/p>\n<p>Whatever moves you musically is good &#8211; and if it sounds good (to you), it is good (to you).<\/p>\n<p>Strike that balance when you create, and it&#8217;s a satisfying experience.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sometimes I have a hard time allowing myself to be really naked emotionally when I write. I think many self-conscious songwriters go through this. Some hide behind metaphor, some hide in their characters in songs, and some simply don&#8217;t have to write songs that are personal. I&#8217;ve spent the vast majority of my time as a songwriter toeing the fence. I want to write really dark songs about the depths of my psyche, but every time I get in that&#8230;<\/p>\n<p class=\"read-more\"><a class=\"btn btn-default\" href=\"https:\/\/musicalschizo.com\/blog\/2007\/05\/emotion\/\"> Read More<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">  Read More<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/musicalschizo.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/musicalschizo.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/musicalschizo.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/musicalschizo.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/musicalschizo.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/musicalschizo.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/musicalschizo.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/musicalschizo.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/musicalschizo.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}